A Year In The Life

 I’ve never liked Sunday. I remember being young, five years old and dreading Sunday. I’m better today. I’ve decided to write down the things I want to do this week, things get messy with being at work all day. I know I know we have to work. It’s really hard for a creative person to work an 8 hour shift behind a desk, don’t get me wrong I love my work place. I love the families we see and my coworker. But I also want to get out and run, go to my yoga class, get the weights in, work on my children’s book. Someday I will have time. So I’m going to document here my goals for the week.  Walk at lunch! Get the stupid steps in.  Get the weights in after work. If I may for 20 min. Do it.  Writing class on Tuesday. Always fun.  Youth group on Wednesday and running for 5k  The biggest one this week is go Friday morning to youth breakfast and Jenny’s hot 26. If you make it to those you’re a rock star and you will be so proud of yourself.  Empty nesting allows fo...

 I’ve tried brushing this  feeling away for a long time. Why me? I’ve felt convicted to ditch the booze for a while. I don’t know why but it tugs on my heart. We don’t  have to have a horrible accident or rock bottom to say yuck this poison isn’t good. To be honest I wish I didn’t have this on my heart. It would be way more fun. But I digress. My zodiac sign is cancer. I’m a nurturer and I love helping people. I feel I’m always searching for the same in people. I read a meme that said instead of asking why is this happening to me? Ask God what are you teaching me? I feel he needs me to help others.. to support them. But then I think me? I really haven’t had anything crazy I just know it’s time to move forward and get this out there. I’m Asking God to show me where he needs me.  I did a search just to see what quit lit books were available on my Libby app. There are a lot but the kicker is they aren’t available. None of them. That got me thinking. A lot of women and m...